transthetics joystick

i bought the joystick from transthetics a few weeks ago (in light, 6") and while its technically great, it doesnt suit me in the exact way id hoped and i want to get the same model with slightly different specifications for that sweet sweet euphoria. the one i have is brand new, never used or worn, only taken out of the packaging to be looked at--- and i believe i even still have the original packaging. i paid $310 for it with shipping, and while id love not to lose too much money on it, id sell it for any best offer tbh. i cant return it and its a really nice looking play packer that id love someone to get good use out of.